Sigh.....

Not that that’s an excuse, ahhhhh I don’t know.  Ive upset someone and I feel really bad, don’t know what to do there, failing assignments too, and financially, giving that 20 bucks off my credit card to help the guy on the street maybe not have been the best idea. I don’t know what the best idea for anything else is these days. I don’t know what I want. With anything. I don’t know how to be happy either, I wish I did, I still have bouts of happiness but im not actually don too good at the moment, and I don’t even know if talking about to anyone will help so….yeah, ill just keep quiet I guess…..