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So I am sad again. Feeling Pathetic. Desperate. Basically low self esteem, like I had years ago. This is not good.

Damn its hot today

Damn its hot today!

So I feel...

So, I feel a little bit better, though the depression comes n goes a bit. The money will come, the things to do will increase, n as for loneliness, I do not know for sure, but having more mates in welly will help that either way.

Yay!!

Well, again I haven’t updated in ages. Not much to say really. Im still unemployed, I cant afford to do bugger all, I’m bored, I’m lonely and I really hope moving back to Welly will cure it, it damn well better or else ill keep looking till I find somewhere. So yeah, me not in best mood now, as you can tell. Hopefully this year Ill find a relationship, I guess that’s what I want more than anything else at the moment, but yeah, don’t want just anyone either….though perhaps I should be less picky…..who knows….anyway yeah, soz if this had depressed you fellow reader but that’s how I feel, but don’t let it get you down, revel in your happiness, you deserve to. Laterz

Cant wait to be in Welly

Well I have still been slack with updating haven’t I?I still need a name for my Production/Promotion company. Probably specializing more in motorsport and perhaps other sports too, although one piece of work has now been for a Helicopter company so I guess I should stay pretty open mined, but motorsport would be what I do best….Anyway what I really need now is a name….Todays name: “ProMotive Media” is it any good?

Well I havnt updated for ages...

Well, I havnt updated my blog in ages have I? Just not much to say I guess……I joined the gym last week, been 3 times so far…..should be more…….cleaned the boat…..talked things out with *said person* and so now realize there is nothing there at the current time…..should have expected it really cant help but feel gutted though aye, least were good friends though…..anywhoo……I just cant wait to get back to Welly, only 3 weeks left!

Its time to Feel Alive!

Its time to “Feel Alive” with Always Alive Productions! Always alive productions is the new name for “Alive Media Productions” that was created in 2000. Always Alive Productions is currently working promotional work for the TrustPower Clubman Rally in Tauranga in March 2006. And consists of only One Full time worker, me, Al Ive, (Hense the name)But…Later this year “48Hours” the film competition where teams have 48 hours to make a film from scratch. I competed last year as VC productions and would like to compete again. The long and short of it is, I need more people to join the dynamic team. If you have a passion/desire to make movies, or compete in 48Hours with me, just leave a comment below and ill get back to you.Thanks

Al Ive CEO of *Always Alive Productions*  

C'mon *said person*, tell me what your thinking...

So we have a new member of the family today! A 2001 Rally Spec Subaru Impreza WRX! I will post a photo of it soon. Part from that no news. Apart from my move in date (When I will be back in Welly) is now the 4th Feb. Can’t wait to get back! Things may even move forward with *Said person,* which would be nice. (*said person* was mentioned a few posts earlier)  

So its 2006

So, its 2006, (twenty-oh-six, or two thousand and six). A new year with new goals, new wishes and all that. May Aims/wishes/goals are:

• To improve on my relationship/ relationship skills.


• To have someone special, (Yeah it sounds corny but hey its New Years)


• To be fit and healthy.


• To have fun.


• To work hard.


• To study hard.


• To be the best I can be.


• To become a New Zealand Citizen.