Moving on Down

Well, I leave Tauranga today to move back to Wellington. Don’t know when I will have the net back, hopefully not too long. In the mean time just call or text! If you don’t know my no. email me, if you don’t know my email chances are I don’t know you! So yeah catch you all soon, and those in Welly hopefully see you soon, just text if/when you want to meet up. Cheers.

*sigh*

*Sigh* I wish I wasn’t so paranoid, insecure and impatient. Life would be happier then. I get so bored, and then try to talk to people, they don’t talk back, I feel rejected even though I’m sure they have good reason not to respond. I feel guilty for being persistent, well maybe not guilty but desperate at least, which depresses me further as I go into a cycle and end the end up pissing people off or making them think less of me. It sucks!

Finaly, stuff to do again

Wohoo I’m gonna have a busy few weeks! Its about time! So, tomorrow I am going to NZVanLines to ask about how much it costs to freight stuff down to Wellington. If its too much Ill borrow my dads trailer. Ok so tomorrow and Friday are still unplanned really. But, Saterday we have people from Aukland Staying, Sunday were going to Taupo n coming back Monday. Tuesday my car has its WOF n service and Thursday I drive to Taupo. Friday Wellington. Saturday I move in to my new home! Yay for stuff Happening!

So its now February

So it’s now February and so the year really begins. In 11 days I move back to Wellington. So now I can really get stuck into the preparations for that. Stuff to do again! Yay! So yes, regarding earlier posts I do now feel quite a lot better than I did, but there’s still an underlying feeling of wanting more in the form of relationships but having said that it would have to be with the right person. So, only time will tell, will 2006 be the year I first discover love? Who knows? In many ways I really hope it will be. However when I do get back to Welly, perhaps I will realise how content I will be with just my friends. In short, I guess I am looking forward to having close friends around me and possibly more should things progress that way. Only time will tell.